Sweet Dreams, Irene ik-2 Page 15

  Suddenly the streetlamps went out, and houses all around us were darkened.

  “Great, a power outage.”

  “We’ve got to hurry,” he urged. “She shouldn’t be out in rain like this — especially with no streetlights.”

  I drove as fast as I dared under the conditions. I got out at one intersection and went to look at the street signs up close — they were impossible to read from the car under that dark sky. My umbrella was nowhere to be found, so I had to dash over with my coat over my head. We were on Falcon.

  I followed it until we finally found the corner at Briarcrest. We parked on Falcon. It was a vacant lot, covered with shoulder-high weeds. No sign of Sammy. I looked at my watch. It was 12:50 a.m.

  “Where is she? I don’t see her!” The kid was frantic.

  “Stay here,” I said. “I’m getting out to look around.”

  “I’m going with you.”

  I didn’t want to waste time arguing. If he wanted to get soaked, fine. I stepped out of the car into a rain that was coming down so hard it stung. It bounced off the pavement so high, it fell twice. We walked up and down the corner in each direction, and never saw her. I looked into the field and was about to start calling out for her, when I saw a place where some of the weeds had been matted down. There were water-filled footprints leading into the field.

  Jacob followed me as I squished and squashed along the same direction as the prints. I heard him sneeze a couple of times as we made our way. Between the rain and weeds, I couldn’t see more than a few inches in front of my face. I was about halfway into the lot when I tripped over something. As Jacob rushed over to help pick me up, I heard him half-shout, half-wail, “No!”

  I had tripped over a leg. The leg of Sammy Garden. Or rather, her corpse. Jacob kept repeating his keening, one-word lament, clutching a corner of her muddied skirt as he knelt next to her. Her blouse was torn over a gaping wound in her chest. The rain ignored our shock and disbelief, and pelted hard against us.

  My concern for Jacob kept me from giving into my own fear and sense of failure. I grabbed him by the shoulders and turned him away from the figure on the ground. He held on to me, sobbing. I led him back to the car. He was shivering, wet and miserable.

  “Jacob, listen to me. You’ve got to try to push that out of your mind.”

  He sneezed, but didn’t answer. I wondered what Brian Henderson was going to do to me for letting his son catch pneumonia. Jacob sneezed again.

  “It’s raining on her,” he said, as if that somehow was a final indignity that he couldn’t bear to have her suffer.

  Oddly, I found myself in agreement. I handed him the keys. He took them with a clumsy grasp and looked up at me.

  “Get in the car and pop the trunk open for me,” I said. “I’ve got a tarp in there. You stay here and try to dry off.”

  He stopped crying and stared at me, but I could see he hadn’t really heard me. I couldn’t blame him.

  “Jacob, please. Get in the car and open the trunk. I’ll put the tarp on her, but nothing can hurt her now. Nothing. Not even the rain.”

  He squeezed his eyes shut, then nodded and did as I asked.

  I heard him start the motor up as I closed the trunk. I looked through the windshield at him. He was looking down into his lap, his forehead leaning against arms crossed over the steering wheel.

  I made my way over to Sammy’s body and spread the tarp, then bent down to anchor the edges. I forced myself to slow my breathing and to think about Jacob and getting out of the rain; I tried not to think about what lay beneath the tarp. Would the folks in forensics consider this disturbing the scene or protecting it? I didn’t suppose they’d be happy about it.

  I thought I heard Jacob driving off and stood up. I peered through the darkness. The wind was still whipping rain into my face, but it wasn’t falling quite as hard. The Karmann Ghia was still at the curb, engine running. I had walked about halfway back to it, when I noticed a Blazer parked along Briarcrest. I knew it hadn’t been there long, or we would have seen it when we first looked for Sammy. I was just starting to feel fear climbing up the back of my neck when I was tackled from behind.

  I fell face first into the mud and grass, the wind knocked out of me. Before I could react, my arms were pinned behind me and my attacker pulled me roughly to my feet. I saw Jacob climb out of the car. “No!” I shouted. “Get out of here! Go!” A big, gloved hand came over my mouth. I struggled against it, panicking as Jacob hesitated. But in the next moment, he seemed to look back toward Sammy, then got back in the car and drove off.

  My attacker’s grip tightened. I lifted one foot and brought it down hard on his instep. The ground was slippery, as was the top of his boot, so I didn’t land as much force on it as I wanted to; but he yowled in pain and released me with a hard shove, causing me to fall again.

  Someone was on top of me almost as soon as I hit the ground. This time, the barrel of a gun was pressed to my temple, and a voice said, “I wouldn’t try anything like that again.”

  I was yanked up to my feet, and I became aware that I had two escorts for the evening; the sight of the second one and his gun must have been what convinced Jacob to leave.

  Although they both wore dark ski masks, the newcomer wore no gloves. I recognized the chain of skulls tattooed on his left wrist.

  “Well, if it isn’t Tweedledum and Tweedledee,” I said.

  The one with the gun said, “You think you can tie her up this time, Devon? Gag her, while you’re at it.”

  “The bitch almost broke my foot,” Devon whined, but he took pleasure in tying both the gag and the rope around my wrists as tightly as possible. They carried me over to the Blazer, and propped me up against it while they opened the door.

  “I owe her, Raney.”

  “You think I care? Go ahead. But make it snappy; that kid may already be at a phone.”

  Devon wasted no time. He brought his booted foot down like a hammer on my right ankle. When I stumbled forward, they caught me and shoved me into the back seat, face first. They climbed into the front seat, Devon taking the driver’s side. They pulled off their masks. Raney turned back to me and said, “Tweedledee and Tweedledum, huh?” and brought the barrel of the gun down on the back of my head.

  23

  I CAME TO in a cold, dark room. In pain. My head and ankle throbbed in unrelenting, independent rhythms. I could hear voices, but passed out again before I could make sense of them.

  The next time around I was able to concentrate better. Three shafts of light were coming into the room from small windows at the top of one wall. Turning my head caused the room to swim. I fought off a wave of nausea.

  I tried to focus on my surroundings once again. I was lying on a thin, bare mattress, the kind you might find on a very old foldout couch. No, more like a bunk bed at summer camp. About an inch-and-a-half thick. It was musty-smelling and had skinny black-and-white stripes on it. It was on the floor. A bare wooden floor.

  The room was small, about eight by ten feet. There was one door, beneath which a thin line of light crept in. A metal bucket sat in one corner. My toilet, I supposed. Nothing more — the bucket, the mattress, and me.

  The gag was off and my hands were no longer tied. My mud-soaked coat was gone, as were my shoes. My right ankle was the size of a softball. I was still wearing my blouse and slacks. I reached up to feel the knot on the back of my head, and was shocked to realize that my hair had been cut. Shoulder-length before my captors took up barbering, it was now cut into odd-shaped clumps. The loss of my shoes and coat, even the pain of my injuries, did not upset me nearly as much as this discovery. Why cut my hair?

  My mind began to fill with questions, most of which I didn’t like the answers to: Where was I? I didn’t know. I would make a project of trying to find out, but right now, I didn’t know. What day was it? Wednesday? How long had I been out? I didn’t know. What did they want with me? I didn’t know. Something to do with Sammy? But I barely knew her. Why not take Jacob?<
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  Why had they let me see their faces, hear their names?

  That question made my stomach tighten into a hard knot. The answer to that one came a little too easily: because they didn’t plan for me to live long enough to tell anyone else. I kept from panicking only because I couldn’t afford it. Still, I had to tell myself to get a grip about a dozen times before I could breathe normally.

  So why was I still alive? They wanted something from me. Maybe. Thought I knew something. Maybe. Were they going to bargain with me? For what? Doubtful that I could gain them anything. But maybe.

  Why had they cut my hair? To humiliate me, I decided. As with the shoes, the bare mattress, the stark room: to make me feel demeaned and helpless. To let me know who was in control. When I thought about this, the actual effect was to make me angry. I resolved to keep that anger burning, to not give them the pleasure of seeing me cringe before them.

  The “how” questions were not so hard. I had been set up, pure and simple. I berated myself for falling for their trick.

  At least Jacob was safe. I wondered how long it had taken him to summon help.

  My mind turned to Frank, and I suddenly felt overwhelmed with emotion. He would be worried. If I were hurt or killed, he would once again feel that he had failed to protect someone. And it wasn’t his fault at all. It was mine. Straight home. As soon as possible. God forgive me.

  The sound of voices and approaching footsteps made me push these thoughts away. Survive. Survive. Survive. I repeated the word silently, again and again, and closed my eyes. I wasn’t sure it would be wise to let them know I was conscious yet. I willed my fear away as the door creaked open.

  “NAW, STILL OUT COLD. You hit her too hard, Raney.”

  “You’re the one who screwed up by letting her kick the shit out of you.”

  “She didn’t kick the shit out of me.”

  “Shut up, both of you.” This third voice came from near the mattress. There was something familiar about it. I heard cloth rustling next to me. I tried to keep my breathing even and slow, to retreat into myself as I heard him kneel down next to me. He reached over and pulled my left eye open. Jesus God, I thought, how does an unconscious person’s eye look? I stared straight ahead. Suddenly my field of vision was filled with an elaborate, garish goat’s mask. I prayed my face did not reflect the rising panic I felt.

  But apparently this goat-masked man either saw what he expected or didn’t know any better than I did what to look for. He let loose of my eyelid.

  “I want to work on her myself. You understand? She’s mine. You can come in here and play the dice three times a day. Ask her who has the witch’s journal. I’ve got to know how much she knows and who she’s told. But you just do the preliminaries. I want to do the work — understand?”

  “She can’t see you, man. Why don’t you take that weird fucking mask off?” Devon’s voice.

  “She could regain consciousness at any time.”

  “So what? She’s dead meat anyway. All that Satan stuff was good for scaring the crap out of a bunch of kids, but I don’t think it will work with her.”

  I heard the man stand up and move away from the mattress. “Okay, okay,” I heard Devon whimper.

  There was the sound of a blow, followed by a small cry.

  “Don’t try to think things out, Devon. You’re no good at it.”

  “You didn’t have to do that.”

  “I’ll do as I please. You both need me. Don’t forget that. Raney, I expect you to keep him in line.” He paused, and I heard his footsteps along the opposite wall. “You did a good job on the windows, Raney,” he said. “Call me just like we planned. This will all be wrapped up soon. I’ll be back on Friday. You’ll be out of here before the weekend.”

  His footsteps moved across the room, pausing near the door. “Keep in mind that I reserve certain privileges. You can play the dice. But she’s mine. Remember that, Devon — she’s mine.”

  He left the room and the other two slowly followed. They talked in the room beyond the door, about food and supplies. I heard them go outside of the building, their voices coming through the outside wall and windows now, rather than from within the room beyond the door. From their conversation, I gathered I was locked in a storage room of some sort.

  I opened my eyes and tried to force myself to a sitting position. I was too queasy, too sore. I fell back on the mattress, staring at its stripes, feeling my head pound. I heard a car start and drive off.

  I mentally played back the conversation I had just heard. They were worried about what might be in the journal. How long before they learned the police had it? My head was throbbing, and I could hardly keep one thought connected to the next. The identity of the Goat. Satanism. Phony Satanism. Something Frank had said about that — but I would have to set that aside. Back to the Goat. Sammy mentioned seeing something on his arm.

  I fell asleep, dreaming of goats and fields of rain.

  THE ROOM WAS a little warmer when I woke up. Not warm, but not the bone chilling cold of before. My head still beat like a bass drum, but I could move it without such a strong feeling of nausea. I tried stretching out of the stiffness I felt.

  I rolled off the mattress again. Any movement or pressure on my right ankle produced searing bolts of pain. I took deep breaths and crawled over to the bucket. I managed to turn it over and pull myself up on to it, leaning against the wall. I was breathing hard. I had broken out in a sweat and felt shaky, but I smiled. It seemed a wonderful accomplishment to be able to sit up on an upside-down bucket.

  I could hear water. Moving water. A river? No, a creek or a stream. The thought of water made me realize how thirsty I was. I would have to live with it. I kept listening while I caught my breath.

  In the next room, Devon and Raney were arguing loudly about which radio station was the best. Both were grousing about not having brought tapes up here, where they couldn’t pick up any stations worth listening to.

  Up here. Out of radio range. A place with a creek or a stream. The mountains. But which ones? If I hadn’t been unconscious for more than a few hours, then this was Wednesday. Less than a day’s journey from Las Piernas. But being a few hours from Las Piernas could put me in mountains anywhere from Santa Barbara to San Diego.

  Using my arms and left leg, I slid my back up the wall. It was a slow process, but I was finally able to stand up. I was dizzy, but it passed. Standing up. Another small goal. But my objective was a look out the windows, and I was still three inches below the lower sill of the closest one. Looking up, I could glimpse pine trees and a roofline. I curled my fingers on the sill and pulled myself up until my left foot was on top of the bucket. I straightened up and took my first look outside.

  I was in a small, woodframe cabin. The Blazer and a black four-wheel drive pickup truck were parked on a drive not far from the building. The cabin was surrounded by tall trees. There was snow on the ground, melting away. I couldn’t see the sun, but the way shadows fell led me to believe it was early afternoon.

  The windows of the room were nailed shut. On the outer side of each were heavy-gauge, wire mesh screens of the type used to discourage rock-tossing vandals. The windows themselves were only about seven by twelve inches each. Unless I could use one of Sammy’s spells to turn myself into a hamster, I wasn’t going to escape through the windows.

  There was no stream or creek in sight, but I had heard it through the other wall, and imagined it ran behind the cabin.

  Before long, I had to give up my view. I could hear Devon and Raney moving around in the other room, and my efforts had left me dizzy. I hopped down from my perch, nearly losing my balance, but held to the walls and made my way along them. The door opened just as I laid back down on the mattress.

  “Well, look who’s up.” Raney had a grin on his face I didn’t like. “Tie her up, Devon. If you think you can handle her.”

  Devon scowled. Behind him, through the open door, I could see a kitchen. He closed the door and came over to me. He rolled m
e on to my stomach. He tied my hands together behind my back, then roughly pulled me up by my shoulders and on to my knees. The room swayed before me; I had trouble focusing.

  Raney moved in front of me. He held up a pair of dice between his fingers. “You get a choice. Talk, or we play dice. Where’s the journal?”

  My mouth was dry, so I could only speak in a rasping whisper. “You boys are being taken for a ride.”

  He punched me hard across the mouth, and I fell over.

  Devon laughed. “That counts as one, Raney.”

  Raney laughed as well. The fall to the mattress brought me close to passing out, and a blinding pain raged in my head.

  The dice rattled in Raney’s hand. “Hear that? Hear that, bitch? That’s your fate rattling around in my hand. Let’s see what it’s going to be.” He continued shaking them, watching me. “Look at her, Devon. She doesn’t have a clue, does she? It’s the last time you’ll see that look. After this, she’ll know.”

  He threw them. They tumbled to the floor and came to rest at the edge of the mattress. A five and a three. I was beginning to get the picture even before Devon hauled me to my feet.

  “Remember, Raney — it’s seven now,” he said.

  “One last chance,” Raney said. “Where’s the journal?”

  I didn’t reply.

  “That ankle don’t look too good,” he said, and kicked it. I felt the cold sweat cover me, felt the color go from my face, felt my knees give — but I didn’t make a sound. They were laughing.

  “Bend her over the bucket. She looks like she might puke.”

  “If she does, you’re hauling it out of here.”

  “Fair’s fair. Moderation from here on out, then.”

  He landed six more blows, one to my right eye, the rest to my ribs. They untied me and left me hanging on to the bucket. I hadn’t wanted to give them the satisfaction, but I got sick into it anyway.

  They laughed again. I fought off my sense of shame. It was difficult.

  Devon stood next to me, and I was expecting it to be his turn, but to my surprise, he very gently lifted me off the floor and set me back down on the mattress. He got up and went into the kitchen and brought back a glass of water. He pulled the bucket over next to me and propped me up.